Having grown up in an alcoholic home I didn’t have a lot of trust of others. I had to rely on myself for everything and the stress that produced was extreme. I didn’t realize that this transfered to my relationship with the Lord as well. When I got to the point of desperation I made a decision that I couldn’t live like this anymore. Then, I turned to the Lord and asked Him to provide for me, while at the same time I would work hard. The Lord has proven Himself so faithful according to His promises. He has been a loving Father to me, has provided very well and has shown His love for me. What also has been interesting of late, I have begun to focus on what the Lord is producing in my life, instead of looking to what I wanted Him to bless. Now my cup is much more full than what I ever experienced before. I guess this fits; let go and let God. I am peaceful and blessed now and know my security comes from Him no matter what happens, it will be okay.Jesus will do it for you too, just ask and believe and wait and see.