I was raised in a Christian family, attended private school…thinking that I will know Jesus..more than anybody else. I attended catechism …teaching us all about Jesus…so I thought I know Him well.  But later in life..I found out I was wrong.  I was wrong because as I was growing up to adulthood..I found out that I don’t know Jesus that well. 
 
all I know that He is God,.  that He was tortured and crucified on the cross for our sins..
 
but His nature,…His will as God…was not emphasize…so that makes me totally ignorant about Him.
 
so I search…and search.,…read books….but .still it was not enough.
 
it was not sufficient…I still felt emptiness in my mind…emptiness in my heart…..there are still lot of missing links.. we called it
mysteries….until I seek for the divine help of the Holy Spirit . It was only then and there that I started to know the true  nature of God.   (being loving and merciful)..His divine will (His good intentions)..towards our neighbors..and His divine plan….foretold or revealed…2000 years ago……
 
at this moment…I am very grateful…at the age of 72 years old…He open my mind…(to understand Him…better)…and open my heart…(to have a feeling of  His presence..in me))..and …learned more about His divine will….(or good intentions)…towards one another. thus creating harmony
among the people on earth…to obtain  or reach .a finale
destination…which is a world..peace….under His complete control…..
 
man can not do it…so He sent His only begotten Son to do it…and He did it for us.
 
peace be with you,
 
Salde of the cross… 

Having grown up in an alcoholic home I didn’t have a lot of trust of others. I had to rely on myself for everything and the stress that produced was extreme. I didn’t realize that this transfered to my relationship with the Lord as well. When I got to the point of desperation I made a decision that I couldn’t live like this anymore. Then, I turned to the Lord and asked Him to provide for me, while at the same time I would work hard. The Lord has proven Himself so faithful according to His promises. He has been a loving Father to me, has provided very well and has shown His love for me. What also has been interesting of late, I have begun to focus on what the Lord is producing in my life, instead of looking to what I wanted Him to bless. Now my cup is much more full than what I ever experienced before. I guess this fits; let go and let God. I am peaceful and blessed now and know my security comes from Him no matter what happens, it will be okay.Jesus will do it for you too, just ask and believe and wait and see.

In 2005 I was having trouble breathing.  I actually experienced what doctors call yellow vision.  That means I was not able to inhale enough oxygen to feed my brain.  Knitting 20 stitches would leave me so out of breath I had to sit back and rest!  I thought I was suffering from bronchitis.  My husband finally took me to a doctor.  He noticed that my ankles were severely swollen.  I was immediately given a chest x-ray.  The result was Congestive Heart Failure (CHF).  CHF is a chronic condition that becomes progressively worse, finally resulting in death.  I was placed on medication that could only delay the worst-case scenario.  During the following 5 years I could actually feel my heart weaken.

Late in 2009 my husband and I began attending a church that wants to move in the gifts of the Spirit.  I asked the pastor to pray for my heart condition.  I began feeling better immediately!  On Monday, April 19, 2010 an echo-cardiogram (think ultra-sound for the heart) was performed on me.  On Thursday, April 22 I received the results:  my heart function was NORMAL!  Praise the Lord.  No disability!  No CHF!  Thank You, Jesus!  “He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities, and by His stripes we are healed.”  Isaiah 53:5

God is so good!

Is your past haunting you? Do you keep remembering some of the bad things that you have done? How can you get free from these memories? If you have suffered with this or other debilitating illnesses, maybe your answer can be found here. This is not a religious video. It is about a relationship with God through Jesus.

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Billy had a miracle healing in his leg!

If you have suffered with this or other debilitating illnesses, maybe your answer can be found here. This is not a religious video. It is about a relationship.

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